Quick request for help: have basically no food (just one box of pasta left) or drink (much more concerning), Leo has food for the next few days but next to no litter, and we are not in a good way food/drink-wise. I have a colossal headache as I'm typing this.

However! It's not all bleak. :) The good news is we are so broke BECAUSE we have nearly finished jumping through every hoop we need to in order to remain housed, for at least the next year (and maybe, if we're lucky, longer). Yay!

We were required to put up a proper deposit though, which ate up what I had saved for the laptop since my current one is dead in the water (I'm using my phone rn), and what little I had left from that big job that paid me out in June.

The other bit of bad news is that said company I was freelancing with is pretty much going under and hasn't offered me a gig in months and don't have the ability to pay their freelancers currently, and I haven't been successful in finding my own clients (even with a fancy website 😔), so I need whatever help I can get for the three of us.

Working on bettering my art so I can offer commissions, and still of course offering sensitivity readings/editing services, so if you'd prefer to commission me instead of donating, please feel free.

Whether it's $1, $5, $20, or $10k (lmao could you imagine??), every little bit helps. If you're anti-P*yPal (as well we all should be), I also accept InstaCart gift cards, any amount helps. (You can send them to sa.bouraleh@gmail.com). If you're a gajillionaire and just want to buy the laptop outright from my Amazon wishlist (let me put that insane request out into the universe; nothing ventured, nothing gained!), you can do so there.

Thank you for reading. Please boost/donate if able. I love you all. 🥹

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖🤍🤎🖤

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Before I go on hiatus in a couple of days, I would really appreciate any help to reconnect my phone ($80) and do groceries so I can focus on re-centering myself and improving my mental health away from social media. Anything helps, and thank you all so much for your boosting and geneosity. 🥺 💖 I love you all.

I'm going on hiatus in about 10 hours, so whatever you can spare before then would make a huge difference during the time I'm away.

About an hour until I'm MIA for a bit, so last call for any donations while I'm still here to post thank yous/still semi-active on social media.

I will of course still be accepting anything during my absence if anyone happens to see this post in the future and wants to chip in however much they feel comfortable with, no matter how little. Every bit helps, truly.

Thank you. See you when I get back, hopefully in a much better headspace and happier too.

Just a short update to say my laptop is officially dead, so any help towards that while I work on myself would be extremely helpful.

I’ve got it linked above in my Amazon wishlist if anyone wants to save massive amounts of time and buy it for me outright, but I’m obviously taking donations for it since that’s unlikely to happen.

I hope everyone is doing great and I can’t wait to come back better than ever.

Love you all. Stay safe. 💖

*urgent update*

with so many things going on i neglected my teeth to the point of extreme decay. i made this gofundme originally for $8000 to be split between my first and second visits. i can’t tell you how happy i am that community came together to help a disabled stranger. based on my recent x-rays i need more work like a bone graft which ups the cost. i don’t plan to go to turkey until december/january but wanted to start earlier to give myself a chance to get the money in time.

this post is still valid but more of a secondary issue

I miiight end up making a birthday donation post, but since it's tomorrow (the 21st), you needn't worry about me reblogging that post incessantly beyond the actual date, in case some of y'all are fuuuuck of my shit lol

Okayyy soooo my birthday is tomorrow and I'd love to be able to get some groceries, maybe buy a cake/drinks/some snacks for a mini party with just me and Kalen and Leo, and I really wanna make myself some stir-fry, which I don't have any of the ingredients for.

It'd be cool if I could treat myself to some nice things for once, just to cheer me up since my top love language is gifts (I love presents lol to me they're tangible affirmations of one's love or appreciation, like if I ever doubt it I can just look and hold the thing and be reminded, or have it as a fond memory or keepsake, whether we no longer interact or they're dead or no longer in my life, just an emblem and symbol of happier, more loving times).

Soooo if you wanna help make my name day just a little bit more special, feel free to send something my way. I do count money as a viable birthday gift ;) Or donate to someone's donation post or gofundme or do a kind deed for someone random or someone you know. I just want a little more love and kindness in the world as a gift tomorrow really 😄❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖

Thank you, love you, and enjoy your day 💞

I miiight end up making a birthday donation post, but since it's tomorrow (the 21st), you needn't worry about me reblogging that post incessantly beyond the actual date, in case some of y'all are fuuuuck of my shit lol

Okayyy soooo my birthday is tomorrow and I'd love to be able to get some groceries, maybe buy a cake/drinks/some snacks for a mini party with just me and Kalen and Leo, and I really wanna make myself some stir-fry, which I don't have any of the ingredients for.

It'd be cool if I could treat myself to some nice things for once, just to cheer me up since my top love language is gifts (I love presents lol to me they're tangible affirmations of one's love or appreciation, like if I ever doubt it I can just look and hold the thing and be reminded, or have it as a fond memory or keepsake, whether we no longer interact or they're dead or no longer in my life, just an emblem and symbol of happier, more loving times).

Soooo if you wanna help make my name day just a little bit more special, feel free to send something my way. I do count money as a viable birthday gift ;) Or donate to someone's donation post or gofundme or do a kind deed for someone random or someone you know. I just want a little more love and kindness in the world as a gift tomorrow really 😄❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖

Thank you, love you, and enjoy your day 💞

I miiight end up making a birthday donation post, but since it's tomorrow (the 21st), you needn't worry about me reblogging that post incessantly beyond the actual date, in case some of y'all are fuuuuck of my shit lol

Okayyy soooo my birthday is tomorrow and I'd love to be able to get some groceries, maybe buy a cake/drinks/some snacks for a mini party with just me and Kalen and Leo, and I really wanna make myself some stir-fry, which I don't have any of the ingredients for.

It'd be cool if I could treat myself to some nice things for once, just to cheer me up since my top love language is gifts (I love presents lol to me they're tangible affirmations of one's love or appreciation, like if I ever doubt it I can just look and hold the thing and be reminded, or have it as a fond memory or keepsake, whether we no longer interact or they're dead or no longer in my life, just an emblem and symbol of happier, more loving times).

Soooo if you wanna help make my name day just a little bit more special, feel free to send something my way. I do count money as a viable birthday gift ;) Or donate to someone's donation post or gofundme or do a kind deed for someone random or someone you know. I just want a little more love and kindness in the world as a gift tomorrow really 😄❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖

Thank you, love you, and enjoy your day 💞

I miiight end up making a birthday donation post, but since it's tomorrow (the 21st), you needn't worry about me reblogging that post incessantly beyond the actual date, in case some of y'all are fuuuuck of my shit lol

Okayyy soooo my birthday is tomorrow and I'd love to be able to get some groceries, maybe buy a cake/drinks/some snacks for a mini party with just me and Kalen and Leo, and I really wanna make myself some stir-fry, which I don't have any of the ingredients for.

It'd be cool if I could treat myself to some nice things for once, just to cheer me up since my top love language is gifts (I love presents lol to me they're tangible affirmations of one's love or appreciation, like if I ever doubt it I can just look and hold the thing and be reminded, or have it as a fond memory or keepsake, whether we no longer interact or they're dead or no longer in my life, just an emblem and symbol of happier, more loving times).

Soooo if you wanna help make my name day just a little bit more special, feel free to send something my way. I do count money as a viable birthday gift ;) Or donate to someone's donation post or gofundme or do a kind deed for someone random or someone you know. I just want a little more love and kindness in the world as a gift tomorrow really 😄❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖

Thank you, love you, and enjoy your day 💞

I miiight end up making a birthday donation post, but since it's tomorrow (the 21st), you needn't worry about me reblogging that post incessantly beyond the actual date, in case some of y'all are fuuuuck of my shit lol

Okayyy soooo my birthday is tomorrow and I'd love to be able to get some groceries, maybe buy a cake/drinks/some snacks for a mini party with just me and Kalen and Leo, and I really wanna make myself some stir-fry, which I don't have any of the ingredients for.

It'd be cool if I could treat myself to some nice things for once, just to cheer me up since my top love language is gifts (I love presents lol to me they're tangible affirmations of one's love or appreciation, like if I ever doubt it I can just look and hold the thing and be reminded, or have it as a fond memory or keepsake, whether we no longer interact or they're dead or no longer in my life, just an emblem and symbol of happier, more loving times).

Soooo if you wanna help make my name day just a little bit more special, feel free to send something my way. I do count money as a viable birthday gift ;) Or donate to someone's donation post or gofundme or do a kind deed for someone random or someone you know. I just want a little more love and kindness in the world as a gift tomorrow really 😄❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖

Thank you, love you, and enjoy your day 💞

I miiight end up making a birthday donation post, but since it's tomorrow (the 21st), you needn't worry about me reblogging that post incessantly beyond the actual date, in case some of y'all are fuuuuck of my shit lol

Okayyy soooo my birthday is tomorrow and I'd love to be able to get some groceries, maybe buy a cake/drinks/some snacks for a mini party with just me and Kalen and Leo, and I really wanna make myself some stir-fry, which I don't have any of the ingredients for.

It'd be cool if I could treat myself to some nice things for once, just to cheer me up since my top love language is gifts (I love presents lol to me they're tangible affirmations of one's love or appreciation, like if I ever doubt it I can just look and hold the thing and be reminded, or have it as a fond memory or keepsake, whether we no longer interact or they're dead or no longer in my life, just an emblem and symbol of happier, more loving times).

Soooo if you wanna help make my name day just a little bit more special, feel free to send something my way. I do count money as a viable birthday gift ;) Or donate to someone's donation post or gofundme or do a kind deed for someone random or someone you know. I just want a little more love and kindness in the world as a gift tomorrow really 😄❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖

Thank you, love you, and enjoy your day 💞

I miiight end up making a birthday donation post, but since it's tomorrow (the 21st), you needn't worry about me reblogging that post incessantly beyond the actual date, in case some of y'all are fuuuuck of my shit lol

Okayyy soooo my birthday is tomorrow and I'd love to be able to get some groceries, maybe buy a cake/drinks/some snacks for a mini party with just me and Kalen and Leo, and I really wanna make myself some stir-fry, which I don't have any of the ingredients for.

It'd be cool if I could treat myself to some nice things for once, just to cheer me up since my top love language is gifts (I love presents lol to me they're tangible affirmations of one's love or appreciation, like if I ever doubt it I can just look and hold the thing and be reminded, or have it as a fond memory or keepsake, whether we no longer interact or they're dead or no longer in my life, just an emblem and symbol of happier, more loving times).

Soooo if you wanna help make my name day just a little bit more special, feel free to send something my way. I do count money as a viable birthday gift ;) Or donate to someone's donation post or gofundme or do a kind deed for someone random or someone you know. I just want a little more love and kindness in the world as a gift tomorrow really 😄❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖

Thank you, love you, and enjoy your day 💞

I miiight end up making a birthday donation post, but since it's tomorrow (the 21st), you needn't worry about me reblogging that post incessantly beyond the actual date, in case some of y'all are fuuuuck of my shit lol

Okayyy soooo my birthday is tomorrow and I'd love to be able to get some groceries, maybe buy a cake/drinks/some snacks for a mini party with just me and Kalen and Leo, and I really wanna make myself some stir-fry, which I don't have any of the ingredients for.

It'd be cool if I could treat myself to some nice things for once, just to cheer me up since my top love language is gifts (I love presents lol to me they're tangible affirmations of one's love or appreciation, like if I ever doubt it I can just look and hold the thing and be reminded, or have it as a fond memory or keepsake, whether we no longer interact or they're dead or no longer in my life, just an emblem and symbol of happier, more loving times).

Soooo if you wanna help make my name day just a little bit more special, feel free to send something my way. I do count money as a viable birthday gift ;) Or donate to someone's donation post or gofundme or do a kind deed for someone random or someone you know. I just want a little more love and kindness in the world as a gift tomorrow really 😄❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖

Thank you, love you, and enjoy your day 💞

I miiight end up making a birthday donation post, but since it's tomorrow (the 21st), you needn't worry about me reblogging that post incessantly beyond the actual date, in case some of y'all are fuuuuck of my shit lol

Okayyy soooo my birthday is tomorrow and I'd love to be able to get some groceries, maybe buy a cake/drinks/some snacks for a mini party with just me and Kalen and Leo, and I really wanna make myself some stir-fry, which I don't have any of the ingredients for.

It'd be cool if I could treat myself to some nice things for once, just to cheer me up since my top love language is gifts (I love presents lol to me they're tangible affirmations of one's love or appreciation, like if I ever doubt it I can just look and hold the thing and be reminded, or have it as a fond memory or keepsake, whether we no longer interact or they're dead or no longer in my life, just an emblem and symbol of happier, more loving times).

Soooo if you wanna help make my name day just a little bit more special, feel free to send something my way. I do count money as a viable birthday gift ;) Or donate to someone's donation post or gofundme or do a kind deed for someone random or someone you know. I just want a little more love and kindness in the world as a gift tomorrow really 😄❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖

Thank you, love you, and enjoy your day 💞

I miiight end up making a birthday donation post, but since it's tomorrow (the 21st), you needn't worry about me reblogging that post incessantly beyond the actual date, in case some of y'all are fuuuuck of my shit lol

Okayyy soooo my birthday is tomorrow and I'd love to be able to get some groceries, maybe buy a cake/drinks/some snacks for a mini party with just me and Kalen and Leo, and I really wanna make myself some stir-fry, which I don't have any of the ingredients for.

It'd be cool if I could treat myself to some nice things for once, just to cheer me up since my top love language is gifts (I love presents lol to me they're tangible affirmations of one's love or appreciation, like if I ever doubt it I can just look and hold the thing and be reminded, or have it as a fond memory or keepsake, whether we no longer interact or they're dead or no longer in my life, just an emblem and symbol of happier, more loving times).

Soooo if you wanna help make my name day just a little bit more special, feel free to send something my way. I do count money as a viable birthday gift ;) Or donate to someone's donation post or gofundme or do a kind deed for someone random or someone you know. I just want a little more love and kindness in the world as a gift tomorrow really 😄❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖

Thank you, love you, and enjoy your day 💞

I miiight end up making a birthday donation post, but since it's tomorrow (the 21st), you needn't worry about me reblogging that post incessantly beyond the actual date, in case some of y'all are fuuuuck of my shit lol

Okayyy soooo my birthday is tomorrow and I'd love to be able to get some groceries, maybe buy a cake/drinks/some snacks for a mini party with just me and Kalen and Leo, and I really wanna make myself some stir-fry, which I don't have any of the ingredients for.

It'd be cool if I could treat myself to some nice things for once, just to cheer me up since my top love language is gifts (I love presents lol to me they're tangible affirmations of one's love or appreciation, like if I ever doubt it I can just look and hold the thing and be reminded, or have it as a fond memory or keepsake, whether we no longer interact or they're dead or no longer in my life, just an emblem and symbol of happier, more loving times).

Soooo if you wanna help make my name day just a little bit more special, feel free to send something my way. I do count money as a viable birthday gift ;) Or donate to someone's donation post or gofundme or do a kind deed for someone random or someone you know. I just want a little more love and kindness in the world as a gift tomorrow really 😄❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖

Thank you, love you, and enjoy your day 💞

I miiight end up making a birthday donation post, but since it's tomorrow (the 21st), you needn't worry about me reblogging that post incessantly beyond the actual date, in case some of y'all are fuuuuck of my shit lol

Okayyy soooo my birthday is tomorrow and I'd love to be able to get some groceries, maybe buy a cake/drinks/some snacks for a mini party with just me and Kalen and Leo, and I really wanna make myself some stir-fry, which I don't have any of the ingredients for.

It'd be cool if I could treat myself to some nice things for once, just to cheer me up since my top love language is gifts (I love presents lol to me they're tangible affirmations of one's love or appreciation, like if I ever doubt it I can just look and hold the thing and be reminded, or have it as a fond memory or keepsake, whether we no longer interact or they're dead or no longer in my life, just an emblem and symbol of happier, more loving times).

Soooo if you wanna help make my name day just a little bit more special, feel free to send something my way. I do count money as a viable birthday gift ;) Or donate to someone's donation post or gofundme or do a kind deed for someone random or someone you know. I just want a little more love and kindness in the world as a gift tomorrow really 😄❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖

Thank you, love you, and enjoy your day 💞

I miiight end up making a birthday donation post, but since it's tomorrow (the 21st), you needn't worry about me reblogging that post incessantly beyond the actual date, in case some of y'all are fuuuuck of my shit lol

Okayyy soooo my birthday is tomorrow and I'd love to be able to get some groceries, maybe buy a cake/drinks/some snacks for a mini party with just me and Kalen and Leo, and I really wanna make myself some stir-fry, which I don't have any of the ingredients for.

It'd be cool if I could treat myself to some nice things for once, just to cheer me up since my top love language is gifts (I love presents lol to me they're tangible affirmations of one's love or appreciation, like if I ever doubt it I can just look and hold the thing and be reminded, or have it as a fond memory or keepsake, whether we no longer interact or they're dead or no longer in my life, just an emblem and symbol of happier, more loving times).

Soooo if you wanna help make my name day just a little bit more special, feel free to send something my way. I do count money as a viable birthday gift ;) Or donate to someone's donation post or gofundme or do a kind deed for someone random or someone you know. I just want a little more love and kindness in the world as a gift tomorrow really 😄❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖

Thank you, love you, and enjoy your day 💞